in search of myself.... by renegadeANGEL09, literature
Literature
in search of myself....
im sitting here in a closet....
and i dont exactly know why....
i sit, staring at the dim light of the computer screen...
listening to the dull humm of the hard drive...
the closet door closed, the sound gone, worries gone, problems..gone....
it feels as if everything wrong in this world is my fault...
but in here, i feel safe...
from the outside world, from all my problems and mistakes...
yet...i know that if i get caught...
id surely be torn limb, from limb....
from the onslaught of verbal...
and the guilt of it all being....my fault...
my mom hates me...
all because i got mad...
and called her a bitch...
she doesnt understan
What I want,
i want to spend forever with you,
i want it to rain tomorrow,
i want to kiss you sweet lips in that rain,
i want to take you places you've never dreamed you could go,
i want to make you mine,
i want you to understand when i say "I love you more than life" that i really mean it,
i want an eternity to spend with you.
i sit,
staring out the window,
into the snow drift outside,
wondering where you are, and what your doing,
im wondering if your thinking of me in this exact moment,
i love you.
my love,
i cannot deny,
for some reason,
its...just white as snow,
as in pure, true, and all for you.
i miss you now,
i want you here,
i dont want you to cry when we talk,
just because you miss me,
i want you to be happy,
in my arms, i know,
is where your the happiest.
i cant give you that now,
we're a thousand miles apart,
but if you think about it.....
...two weeks isnt that long.
just think of me,
and my warmth,
think of being happy.
i kno
As I sit here,
Staring at the computer screen,
Watching the time tick by,
I wait patiently,
For the bell to ring,
Yet .I find a need,
For it not to do so ..
Am I selfish?
I dont know,
But I never want this week to end.
I dont want to leave,
I want to be by your side,
I have a need to be beside you at all times
Is that being selfish?
I wish I knew
but without a doubt,
I know that I love you,
With all that I am.
As I sit here,
Staring at the computer screen,
Watching the time tick by,
I wait patiently,
For the bell to ring,
Yet .I find a need,
For it not to do so ..
Am I selfish?
I dont know,
But I never want this week to end.
I dont want to leave,
I want to be by your side,
I have a need to be beside you at all times
Is that being selfish?
I wish I knew
but without a doubt,
I know that I love you,
With all that I am.
i sit,
staring out the window,
into the snow drift outside,
wondering where you are, and what your doing,
im wondering if your thinking of me in this exact moment,
i love you.
my love,
i cannot deny,
for some reason,
its...just white as snow,
as in pure, true, and all for you.
i miss you now,
i want you here,
i dont want you to cry when we talk,
just because you miss me,
i want you to be happy,
in my arms, i know,
is where your the happiest.
i cant give you that now,
we're a thousand miles apart,
but if you think about it.....
...two weeks isnt that long.
just think of me,
and my warmth,
think of being happy.
i kno
What I want,
i want to spend forever with you,
i want it to rain tomorrow,
i want to kiss you sweet lips in that rain,
i want to take you places you've never dreamed you could go,
i want to make you mine,
i want you to understand when i say "I love you more than life" that i really mean it,
i want an eternity to spend with you.
in search of myself.... by renegadeANGEL09, literature
Literature
in search of myself....
im sitting here in a closet....
and i dont exactly know why....
i sit, staring at the dim light of the computer screen...
listening to the dull humm of the hard drive...
the closet door closed, the sound gone, worries gone, problems..gone....
it feels as if everything wrong in this world is my fault...
but in here, i feel safe...
from the outside world, from all my problems and mistakes...
yet...i know that if i get caught...
id surely be torn limb, from limb....
from the onslaught of verbal...
and the guilt of it all being....my fault...
my mom hates me...
all because i got mad...
and called her a bitch...
she doesnt understan
morning overwhelms our infinite universe
whispering to an innocent goddess
another emotion sweetly caressing the music of life
understand my gift of love
and tell me to dance for you
--
say a flower
wish one word
tearing away at
my feverish heart
devoted to your angel sun
filled with honor
and the beauty of a powerful girl
touch her warm skin
listen to my quiet embrace
every little thing tenderly vowing
as if it were sacred
or a song in the night
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Favourite Visual Artist
ummmmmm
Favourite Movies
Band of Brothers
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
lifehouse, 3 days grace, three doors down, puddle of mudd, simple plan, nickleback...